Returning to Self
As I have mentioned for many years within my posts, I have been single for a very long time. And while I have had seasons where I have genuinely really enjoyed it based on stuff that’s happened in past (loved the freedom), I have had seasons where I have struggled with it. I’m naturally that type of person who has an expectation that if I work on something and follow ‘steps and a process’ I will get an outcome. And I guess that’s been my internal struggle of late, without going into detail stuff happened which made me feel like I was closer, but it didn’t work out. And with that made me feel that struggle that I’m actually further away from being with someone that I thought I was. I mean also dealing with those feelings in the middle of mental burnout from other things didn’t really help either, but here we are! I’ve been trying to overcome burnout while dealing with some tricky feelings. All of this aside, I am reaching a point where I’m really not enjoyin...
